Misconception

It has come to my attention that a major misconception is floating about concerning me. There is the idea that I'm a follower. I'm weak, simple-minded and not able to make decisions on my own. I need to copy another's actions to fulfill myself. All these ideas are far from who or what I am.

I'm actually a leader, a teacher, a resource person, intelligent, independent and strong-willed. I have a code that I try to live by and I have also attempted to apply it in all aspects of my life. As for being a follower, I could never be. I'm too vocal especially when there is an appearance of things not being right.

I don't treat another as I don't want to be treated. I treat people with respect and dignity. I have in the past stood up for those not able to stand up for themselves. If I was a follower, I wouldn't be labeled as a rebel. But I do admit that at times, I don't show diplomacy or have a filter on what I say.

I take responsibility for my actions, good or bad. If I did it, I will tell you. I'm a good friend and will go when the call for help is sounded. However, I have gotten use to no one being there for me which has taught me to problem solve for myself. Don't get me wrong, I have close friends that have came to my aid, not because I requested assistance but because they saw a need and wanted to help as I have them in the past.

I am diagnosis with Bipolar but that doesn't make me crazy. It also isn't a weakness as some would assume. Its apart of me that I have accepted. I also understand that at times when I'm overwhelmed that I don't always perceive things as presented. But once I'm able to relax and think, I can again rationalize and resolve.