Atlanta

Last weekend was my second trip to Atlanta, second time to met Sir face to face. It was great to see him in person, to touch him, to talk to him, to have dinner with him, to touch him in the middle of the night, to be awaken by him. All the little things that couples do regular. Because we have chosen to be long distance, I value the time we get to do the little things.

Our schedules have prevented us from a full play schedule. My first trip, I had worked mass hours prior to going to ATL. I sleep a lot while there that is between play periods. This time he was working mass hours and was tired. Eating dinner and sex put him right to sleep. He had a full night planned for me but he needed his rest. He's wanting to come to Ohio for a couple of parties...play parties. I'll find a good one.

My next trip is Vegas baby.

Sir

Sir is different from the others that I have dated and played. We are on the eve of our second meeting and he's using words like control and take care of which are foreign to me. I'm the caregiver. I'm the one in control and take care of people. No man has ever taken care of me. This brings up a new area totally familiar. I hope I don't offend and unknowingly get in trouble.

So much to learn about Him and continuing my education in the lifestyle. That is now that I can finally move forward.

I'm Back

It's been a while since I blogged or even had anything to blog about. I took a step back to re-evaluate things and to breath a bit.

I knew what I was looking for but couldn't always verbalize it. Well let me try and give you an update about what's been going on.

I've been talking to men trying to find one that was somewhat real. Wanted to meet, get to know each other, do things together. Most didn't make it past texting. But I met one in 2018 that had potential. We texted, had short conversations on the phone which weren't sex based. It's important to me that the phone conversations are us talking about something other than sex. Then we met.

I wasn't happy with the first meeting. He wanted it to be a 3some weekend which it ended up being. He needed to know that I could trust him to take care of me. Both went home happy and communications increased between he and I over the next months.

At some point, he decided he wanted a relationship which meant seeing each other more, talking more and possibly working toward some real.

So on the 12th, I'm making a trip to meet him for a 2nd time. He has some quirks that are driving me crazy but time will tell. Maybe we just need time.