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I have recently had my submissive side awakened. I've had some tough times while learning to accept what I have always been. With acceptance, we are able to move to the next level.

Monday, August 20, 2012

Vacation

The only good news of the summer is I am going on vacation. One of the perks of my new job. I'm getting paid to go on an all expense paid vacation...I know, how lucky can one be...lol.

Well, the money is here and available. Just a few more details to work out on my end. Of course, I need to do a little shopping. Then I'm off to Myrtle Beach on Sept 10. 4 days and 3 nights of relaxations, sun and fun.

As for my submissive thing, Kinky Kollege might do it good. Plus I would be able to mark Chicago off my bucket list.

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Bucket List

I can cross skinny dipping off my bucket list. I've lived in this house 3 summers with a pool but this is the first that I have finally became brave enough to skinny dip. Its actually becoming a habit.

I find that I enjoy the feel of the water over my nakedness. With the evenings usually warm, the water is just chilled enough to cool me off which helps with relaxation so I can sleep. I also enjoy the quiet and the dark. Lights are illuminating from the house but I leave the outside lights off. Everyone is in bed and its just me taking a minute to enjoy the night. At times there are an abundance of stars and the moon in various stages. Then other times, its just dark because the sky is bare.

How I will miss the pool since I have become brave enough to enjoy the skinny dipping.

Surprises

Life always has surprises. Because of these surprises, there will be changes in my life. Not with my body as i have been working out but in other areas.

The job that has been frustrating and fulfilling at the same time has opened an opportunity which I'm not turning down. I will have the chance to work in my own county and assist in the growth. Plus saving myself money.

I'm also moving. I have loved the house I've been in and really don't want to move. But circumstances have created another opportunity so one must roll with the punches.

I'm hoping the future changes will allow me to start attending more events than once a year around my birthday. I want to re-acquaint myself with those that were so warm and welcoming when I first entered this lovely lifestyle. I want to explore more play.

I've decided that I'm not going to look for a Dominant at this time. I have one in mind and would love to see what the interaction is like face to face.  I believe this is the time to truly find out about me then I will be more open to the right Dominant.