On Friday, I technically did 2 scenes. I tried fire for the first time and played with electric as I do each time I attend an event. Minimal pain is involved but ones endorphins still get a little ramped up.
What I don't understand is why some don't consider these "real" scenes and worthy of aftercare? I believe I was still deserving of aftercare, even if it was 5 minutes of cuddling on one of the couches just to make sure my well being was ok.
Yesterday and today, I have been up and down. I have actually been in bitch mode. I've wanted to send bitchy emails but have restrained myself.
I'm not feeling comfortable about things and I want to be confrontational. I believe part is subdrop but I also believe part is sexual frustration. The two put together, especially with me, can be lethal for relationships.
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