I've been majorly off this week. By that I mean emotionally which has caused me to perceive things differently than they were probably meant. I've over thought other things and my insecurities have been heighten.
Most don't speak about mental health issues but they do exist in me and do create issues at times. I was diagnosis Bipolar almost 15 years. Then 7 years ago on the 21st, I suffered a traumatic experience at a previous work location that continues to bring on symptoms of PTSD around the anniversary of the event. This really doesn't help my original diagnosis. Of course, I also have the dreaded menopause occurring so apparently I'm doomed for a period.
Then I have my most hated holiday coming up...Valentine's Day. I have faced so many alone that I should be use to it. I use to have hope that I would one day have a partner to share the day with but in the last couple of years I have totally given up. I actually don't enjoy any holiday but Valentine's Day is the worse.
Thursday, January 17, 2013
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