I think 2013 is going to be a very good year. I went to my first meet n greet the first Saturday of the year. It might of been small in number but we are getting to know each other and that is what counts. We are building bonds and networking which is the intent.
Last night I met the Dominant that I've been somewhat seeing. It was short but nice. We again had some time to sit and chat allowing us to get to know each other a little better. Then this morning I went to the first ever local munch brunch. I'm so glad I went.
During breakfast, we were discussing Sexaplooza which is a local event that has ask for volunteers. Myself and another has volunteered but didn't know exactly what activity we were going to do til our discussion. Now we are going to do a wax demo. The details need to be worked out but it does sound so fun and I'm excited.
I think I've been going through a little sub frenzy. I thought I had found a Dominant to build a relationship but I came to the realization today that it was my dream, maybe more of a delusion than anything. I just have a need for physical play, to be desired sexually, to be seen as an intelligent person and to be owned/to have a sense of belonging. I wish my true submissive side could come out instead of my dominant, bitchy side.
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