I'm struggling with who I am and how to explore finding myself. It seems everywhere I turn, someone is being over critical and judgmental of my actions, beliefs, statements and opinions. For a lifestyle that is to be open-minded and show a higher level of freedom, I'm finding a lot of very closed minded with no general information about what they are choosing. I knew they existed but they seem to be flocking to my life.
I have come to accept my submissive nature but I get the feeling no one else does. Most have seen the dominate aggressive side and can't believe that I'm a natural submissive. I believe part of my aggression comes from my mood disorder and past life experiences that others aren't aware.
I have ordered several books. I've read one that had a lot of good information and I've started on the second. I have also enrolled in an e-course to help me explore. But this doesn't help with the area that I would really like to explore, the physical side of BDSM. I have had the opportunity to experience a few sensations and hope to continue a little deeper with a few.
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Yeah it is amazing that a lifestyle that no two relationships are the same how judgmental we all are of each other. Just remember you are going to find that. Just be yourself and listen and believe very little of what you hear. There are TPE slave that have no limits and there are huge differences in slaves and subs. If you ever have a question please feel free to ask. If i don't know my Master will. I have the best Master in the world and i serve Him completely making Him only happy. I hope your journey through your awakening is fun and enjoyable. But remember its hard too. Most Doms aren't here to create lessons and mold you but to get their fill of kinks. Take your time and learn to weave the BS'ers from the true ones. And in a hundred there may only be one. Hope we keep in touch...~bree~
ReplyDeleteBree, I hope we stay in contact also. Please feel free to email me anytime. Thanks for the supportive words. I really appreciate it.
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