Alot has happened in the last week. At this point, I don't know what to think or do. I was told to be me and then sent home with the statement "I'm not mad". Maybe I'm too old to change my thought process. Maybe I'm being inpatient. Maybe I'm expecting too from myself. I don't have any expectations and have stated I wont ask for anything. Maybe that is the problem. I've have too many years of conditioning and can't reverse that. I've felt like an outsider looking in and I still have alot of vanilla thinking. Can I change the things that have been ingrained.
I'll provide more details and feelings shortly because I really need to write them out to help me process.
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