I went to another swinger event last night. I've decided the only thing that its really good for is watching people and some slight relaxing. It does prove my point that I'm nothing more than a wallflower.
Again I was ignored. One I didn't expect to approach me because he protocols require me to address him. Well, that wasn't going to happen so we were at an impasse.
But the one I didn't expect to ignore me did. Well I should have expected it. He has ignored me in every other way but never intentionally at an event. I have gave the respect of calling him Sir and he has not been gracious in returning the respect. I have tried talking to him. Actually the only way I've been able to communicate with him is too text or email. I've had no alone time with him since December. I think I've met him twice for an hour each time but there has always been a group of people around.
He also doesn't understand D/s and BDSM play. I've realized once he finds something that a sub/slave likes he limits her to that activity. Like he only mentioned playing with clothes pins with me when there was so much more that I liked, enjoyed and wanted to try. He did the same with his slave.
He also assumed that since I was going to play publicly that I had a Dominant when I don't. Just because I have developed a trusting friendship with another and opt to participate in physical play doesn't me I'm involved in a D/s relationship. Two totally different things but at times these things could be joined.
On the positive side I did meet and chat with 2 individuals that were simply fascinating. One has been wanting to meet me for a while and recognized me upon my arrival. We chatted and I believed he loved my bluntness.
The other noticed me sitting alone and decided to approach. He stated he had come at the request of a friend and wasn't wanting to interrupt if I was meeting anyone. But since I was ignored, I was good. We chatted about our swing experiences, our children and professional lives.
It was a great time. No pressure like the last time.
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