Vacation

The only good news of the summer is I am going on vacation. One of the perks of my new job. I'm getting paid to go on an all expense paid vacation...I know, how lucky can one be...lol.

Well, the money is here and available. Just a few more details to work out on my end. Of course, I need to do a little shopping. Then I'm off to Myrtle Beach on Sept 10. 4 days and 3 nights of relaxations, sun and fun.

As for my submissive thing, Kinky Kollege might do it good. Plus I would be able to mark Chicago off my bucket list.

Bucket List

I can cross skinny dipping off my bucket list. I've lived in this house 3 summers with a pool but this is the first that I have finally became brave enough to skinny dip. Its actually becoming a habit.

I find that I enjoy the feel of the water over my nakedness. With the evenings usually warm, the water is just chilled enough to cool me off which helps with relaxation so I can sleep. I also enjoy the quiet and the dark. Lights are illuminating from the house but I leave the outside lights off. Everyone is in bed and its just me taking a minute to enjoy the night. At times there are an abundance of stars and the moon in various stages. Then other times, its just dark because the sky is bare.

How I will miss the pool since I have become brave enough to enjoy the skinny dipping.

Surprises

Life always has surprises. Because of these surprises, there will be changes in my life. Not with my body as i have been working out but in other areas.

The job that has been frustrating and fulfilling at the same time has opened an opportunity which I'm not turning down. I will have the chance to work in my own county and assist in the growth. Plus saving myself money.

I'm also moving. I have loved the house I've been in and really don't want to move. But circumstances have created another opportunity so one must roll with the punches.

I'm hoping the future changes will allow me to start attending more events than once a year around my birthday. I want to re-acquaint myself with those that were so warm and welcoming when I first entered this lovely lifestyle. I want to explore more play.

I've decided that I'm not going to look for a Dominant at this time. I have one in mind and would love to see what the interaction is like face to face.  I believe this is the time to truly find out about me then I will be more open to the right Dominant.

Great Meet

I got to meet one of my diamonds this evening and had a fantastic time. When your developing friendship, you need to build a bond, develop trust which help to form something lasting. I believe I was able to begin to build a bond.

We had dinner and talked. We didn't get centered on one topic but got an idea of who the other was. Then decided on a movie. After the movie, we sat talking and got lost in time. We ended up speaking for hours about ourselves and our experiences. We even touched on what we were looking for.

There were not any expectations, it was just two people sharing space and having a lot of things in common. I believe this is a beginning of a very beautiful friendship. I don't know where it may lead but it will be worth keeping.

Friends

Meeting people online can sometimes be very challenging. But then, sometimes one gets very lucky and finds a diamond. I believe I'm been lucky of late. I have found several diamonds. I hope someday to meet all my diamonds in person.

I believe I will actually get to meet one very soon. She is a bi-sexual female. She stated to me that it was hard to find a truly bi female and I agree with her. We have had several conversations and have somethings in common.

I also need to acknowledge some of the men that I have met. The are supportive and encouraging. When I'm feeling down about things, they always know what to say to lift my spirits.

So sometimes, one has to go through a lot of toads to find those that are princesses and princes.

New Tat

Ok...once you get one tattoo, you are always looking for the next. At least that is how I am. I have actually found my next tat. I've talked to my tat guy and now I just got to figure out when.

I got my first one in the beginning of summer. I got my second one just a month ago and I'm wanting another. They are just so addicting.

Isn't it beautiful...

Assisting Changes

I had thought about this several times and finally did it. I'm using my pool to assist with my potential changes. Its a shame that getting a my new tat has motivated me to change my body shape.

I started tonight by walking 20 minutes in the pool and then doing some laps: freestyle, side and back stroke. I play to do this every evening but if I accomplish it 4 evenings a week, I will consider it a success.