Amazement continues

Today makes one week since I started talking to Sir. It has been a great week. I know his birthday is coming up next month. He's talked about his past. He also speaks about being concerned with my feelings. He continually re-enforces that he isn't going anywhere.

He is different than others have been. He doesn't pull out the dom card and lay down the law which I would rebel against. Instead, He talks to me. He tells me what he doesn't like and how he wants to correct.

During our conversations, He also makes states that he may think I don't hear but I do. He makes reference about us having a future together. Like today, he said something about when I move to North Carolina. This gives me an indication that we are on the same page. I'm not imagining things.

I do question if I'm jumping too fast. Am I feeling this way because its been so long since I had someone truly in my life? Or the fact that I'm actually a priority? I'm really trying not to let my mind run away which it would be easy to do. I wonder how I will know if its true and he actually likes me? Can he love me? I'm all over the place.

On another front, my local group is throwing their first play party. We have a venue, date and the rules. Its also posted and appears to be receiving attention. I believe it will be a success.

A personal goal for the year is to loose weight. We are having a contest at the office. Plus I'm going to check into yoga and possibly join a local gym. I'm going to be 50 this year and want to try and get into shape.