Inspired

A couple recent events have given me new hope and inspiration. The first was a fabulous night with some new friends. After walking away permanently from my play partner, I had decided to refocus my efforts on my family and work. So I spent most of my time working long hours, only making myself available when one of my children needed me.

Then one night while chatting with a new friend, she invited me come play with her husband/Dominant and their sub. I was going to be a surprise. I thought this would be cool and became extremely excited. I had no intentions of participating. My only plan was to watch the 3 at play.

When the question arose about moving to the bedroom so that we could relax without the constraints of clothing, I was the first to say "ok". I enjoyed the touching. Each of us touching one another. It was so relaxing.

Then too my surprise, I was told they were going to show me their "hospitality". Oh how I loved their "hospitality". All the touching focused on me. A female at each breast, one sucking easy and the other nibbling creating just enough pain. And of course, Sir was enjoying the taste of my pussy. The release was so needed as well as all the touching.

I continued to watch and enjoy the whole scene. Then I was taken by surprise again when Sir grabbed my legs, pulling my bottom closer to the edge of the bed and causing me to lay back. He pushed my legs up toward my chest giving him access to what he wanted. The feel of a dick in me for the first time in months was great and the rhythm was perfect. I was amazed that he wanted me. I had turned that side off and was a little shocked at the pleasure I was gaining. Then the girls made their presents known my playing with his balls and I felt their fingers on my ass.

The whole evening was great. I felt a little out of place but not because of my friends. They were so open and giving to one another freely while I held walls and remained guarded. I think of this as one of my greatest experiences and hope some day to have a repeat when I'm just as open and giving as freely.

This one night did so much for me, my friends don't truly know the extent.  It made me remember that I can't lock a part of myself up. I need to enjoy pleasure and that is what I was meant for. So I began talking to others and seriously began looking for another play partner which lead me to Friday evening.

On Friday, I went to a meet n greet so that I could meet face to face a man I had been chatting. It was a no pressure evening. We meet and spoke for several hours. He understands about negotiations and other general protocols. We both agreed that we should trying playing together in the future which I think will be so much fun. He says he has his clothes pins ready, he really liked that pic on my fetlife page.

I can't wait til next month. I plan to attend the meet n greet. In December, I hope to attend Season's Beatings again. Only this time, I will be attending single so that I don't feel the need to entertain a partner who is uninterested and dishonest. I think this will allow for me to be more relaxed and become more involved in the local lifestyle community.