Summer progress

I’m so happy for the decisions that I have made to date. I chose a very good man for my first real Dominant. Sir is realistic and respectful. Sir understands that we are miles away and I have needs. As long are I respect the limits he has established and carry myself well, Sir doesn’t have a problem. When something is forgotten, Sir isn’t overly critical and understands things happen but reminds me not to let it happen again.

As for S, my play partner, things are going great in this area. We haven’t been able to get together as much but we have a very open line of communication. He feels he can speak with me about anything. However, one day his typical topics were on my last nerve which caused me to hang up on him. I was tired and moody. He didn’t think anything about it and the next day things continued as before.

Sir has made several requests that I’m attempting to accomplish. One will be completed on Monday and that is my tattoo, a black spade on my left breast. Sir has also ask that I be fisted by S. S has been working on this the last few times we have been together. He was able to get almost his whole hand in. It was a little painful but I probably could take more. I keep wimping out. I’m sure when it comes to Sir, he will push my limits and not let me wimp out. The new task which was added is orgasm control. I have my doubts about accomplishing this one but Sir seems confident that I will do fine.

S wants to learn to be a Dominant and has some qualities that give him the potential to be a very good Dominant. He is lacking some skills, mostly physical. I think I can help him in this area. We can attend some educational demos, I can feel the sensation and he can learn a skill.

Tonight we discussed Old Guard. I think he will find this philosophy interesting and he is planning to read up on the topic. I will also direct him to read and follow some blogs and possibly write his own.